Sunday, November 23rd, 2008
I’ve finally put pictures to my love.
Death Cab + Driving. <3
Wednesday, November 12th, 2008
I will buy one of these for someone special one day.
Monday, November 10th, 2008
Can’t believe that another weekend is over already. Says me posting this on a monday night.
On Sat night went to a mate from colleges’ bucks party. Hung out, drank beer, ate slabs of spit roasted lamb and beef, smoked killer cuban cigars. There isn’t much better than sitting around a fire with good company and the things I just mentioned. I didn’t even know anyone else there except the ‘buck’ but the night was still sick. So chilled. Would do it all over again. Later on all the boys decided we were going for a walk into Springwood, so we did, but Matty had to wear a mankini. Freaking hilarious. Got a few beeps from cars and the owner of one of the pubs we went into gave him a free drink. There was no way I would’ve done it.
It’s nights like this that you remember why you are actually friends with the people you are. I hadn’t spoken to Matty for at least 6 months, but nothing had changed. He’s a good bloke. I’m pretty siked that he is getting married. He is just the kinda bloke that deserves to be happy - even though that is kinda a weird thing to say.
When all of us were sitting around smoking the cigars, Matty’s dad said something that really stuck with me. This isn’t a direct quote or anything, but it was about the reason that we gathered as his mates at his bucks was to remind him that we support him in his marriage. And he went on to say that friendship doesn’t end at marriage and your wife doesn’t become your only friend. He still has us, his mates. It just made sense to me because I never see my mates that have gotten married. And that sucks hard, because often we were good mates, but afterwards it just seems like you mean nothing to them. I’m all for moving forward in life, but it doesn’t mean you have to leave everything behind, does it?
Tuesday, November 4th, 2008
This shows rules. I love watching the new ep every week. I think what I like most about it is how real and in your face it is. No other show on TV could have a slam van scene. The characters and acting are amazing. PLZ watch this show so I have someone to talk to about it.
Cannot wait for nights like this this coming summer…
Then looking upwards
I strain my eyes and try
To tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
From the passenger seat as you are driving me home.
‘Do they collide?’
I ask and you smile.
With my feet on the dash
The world doesn’t matter.
Monday, November 3rd, 2008
I really like the Melbourne Cup. I dunno why really. Everyone just seems heaps chilled around this time of year. Anywho (not really a word?)
WILL HOPEFULLY WIN $$$$ FROM SWEEPS AT WORK TOMORROW. AND MY BETS OF COURSE.
Sunday, November 2nd, 2008
“Honestly, the only thing that gives me comfort, is while I’m sitting at home, staring at the ceiling, just wishing that I had someone to talk to, is knowing that none of you idiots realise how lucky you are.”‘
Loneliness is one of those universal emotions. Often though, people will see it as a sign of weakness. But what is the matter with needing someone. And i’m not talking about friendship, because everyone has friends. I’m talking about the need to feel loved. I’ve been thinking about this alot lately, mainly because I find myself buying into that hollywood guy always gets his dream girl bullshit. Life isn’t like that. Everything you want doesn’t always fall into your lap. And while that sucks sometimes, it sometimes makes life more enjoyable. Possibilities and dreams of romance can be endless and perfect… actually screw that. It doesn’t make life more enjoyable. It does indeed suck. Loneliness sucks, feeling needy sucks.
And I’m not pouring all this out of my brain because I know people in relationships that are ungrateful for them. I’m just writing this down because I’m not afraid of admitting I’m lonely. Shit, there isn’t an hour that goes past that I don’t dream of finding someone that I love who loves me back. And that would rule. But all in its own time.
And hopefully by getting it out I can stop feeling this way. Whatever really.
Wednesday, October 22nd, 2008
Okay, so a mate told me something last Friday night - and it didn’t really sink in until today. Will miss you bro. Will probably hate Melbourne forever because of this.
And I’ll will miss days like this to no end.
So in the nearish future, I will need a new photo adventure friend. Could it be you? Have a think about it and get back to me. Must enjoy my company, roadtrips + late nights, randomness and photography of course. Camera not necessary (I have a spare) but I assume you’d rather have your own. Canon users preferred, that way we can swap lenses, but won’t turn away Nikon users.
Okay, so that was mostly a joke. Frickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. <3 you bro and will miss you.
Monday, October 13th, 2008
So my camera got driven over.
Sunday, October 12th, 2008
Two things i’ve read that I dig atm:
“If ever you come near I’ll hold up high a mirror, I could never show you anything as beautiful as you.”
“Love is… having her msn box open waiting for her to talk to you.”
It’s not half obvious how i’m feeling right now…
Ugh.
Saturday, October 11th, 2008
Hit up Luna Park last night. Place is a massive downer - expensive and ordinary rides.
BUT.
Was with friends and more photos were taken, so that was sick.
I want to go to the Motor Show and take my camera too at somepoint. Anyone keen?
Photo is a tad crooked, but meh. It still rocks.
“Our days were numbered by nights on too many rooftops
They said we’re wasting our lives
Oh at least we know that if we died
We lived with passion
They said we burned so bright.”